
Before anyone asks: Yes, that’s the actual title of this film. I know. It’s a weird and silly enough title to turn one completely off on watching it. At first, I was only willing to give it a passing a glance and go “Huh, that’s anime for you” and never touch it again. However, having seen one of my acquaintances watch it and highly enjoy it, I decided to save it for a rainy day and hopefully get around it at some point. As you can clearly tell, I did get around to watching it; otherwise you wouldn’t be reading this review. But before we get into it, what’s this even about?
Directed by Shin’ichiro Ushijima and adapted from a former web-novel of the same name by Yoru Sumino, I Want to Eat Your Pancreas (Kimi no Suizō o Tabetai in Japanese) follows the life of a introverted and reclusive high school boy (who makes it a point never to say people’s names out loud or reveal his own) and his accidental meeting with Sakura Yamauchi, a bright and peppy girl in his class (also his disinterested library assistant). This boy-meets-girl story is twisted upside-down when he realizes that Sakura has terminal pancreatic cancer – and he’s the only person outside her immediate family who knows. Not wanting to waste a moment, Sakura immediately invites him to be her “partner” in her bucket list escapades, to which he hesitantly agrees – but will he be able to stay by her side until the end?
I’m personally not the biggest fan of the whole “sickness romance” genre, and the last I remember consuming of it was when I read The Fault in Our Stars all those years ago. However, this film is surprisingly interesting and subversive in that sense. The relationship between our MC and Sakura is slowly but carefully built up, and it never tries to be too dramatic or melancholic. Sakura herself isn’t all moody about her condition either, and her excitement in crossing items of her bucket list is well-matched with the more down-to-earth MC, who always reminds her of the reality but is never overbearing or annoying about it. This ying-yang pair influence each other in various ways throughout the almost two-hour long film, and their influences can be understood. The animation, although not anything overly special or bombastic, remains consistent throughout, and there are a a few scenes that stand out as being especially beautiful.
Despite this praise, there’s more things that may annoy one about this film other than the oddball title. If the almost two-hour runtime doesn’t already make you bored, it should go without saying that the first third or so is quite slow-paced, and it takes a while before the MC is able to break out of his book-covered shell and get the ball rolling. Moreover, there’s a few extended scenes that consist of little more that characters contemplating in either silence or with soft piano music playing in the background (great soundtrack, by the way) that may leave more than a few people spiritless. However, if you’re willing to stick through these minor issues, it’s an ultimately rewarding experience.
In a way, this film is less about coming to terms with dying but more about coming to terms with living and what that all means. Even though you may not understand it or where its all going at first, everything will make sense in the end. And who knows, you may even have a changed perspective on life!
Final score: 8/10






